Every day I come to my wordpress blog, and every day I fail to write.
It’s not that I don’t have words! I have so many words.
Perhaps it’s that I lost the art of using them?
Writers keep writing what they write, a song about the dark says so.
Why do I stop? Why have I been incapable of producing the words I so eagerly long to share?
I wish I understood them.
I wish I could make them flow in the ways they used to.
Somewhere along the way, I locked them up where no one could see. Instead of validation I found emptiness in a greedy world where everyone wants to be heard.
So I silenced my voice.
And then I found those who would oppose me, and force their concepts down my throat without hearing what I would have to say, and I stopped speaking.
The Value we take from one another when we deem ourselves as more important!
The Value we take from one another when we choose to not listen to their heart, and take it for the treasure that it is.
Instead we fume, we rage! We foam at the mouth, because our school of thought cannot comprehend that of the other.
One of us is free, and gives ourselves away whole-heartedly, and the other is limited by a box that they do not understand controls them, and instead of being honest and true they snuff out the light.
Why do we destroy each other?
Why must the light one sheds be darkened by another?
If someone is shining brightly for all the word to see, is this not enough for Humanity?
Correct them in love. Not judgement.
Correct them in hope. Not rage.
Sacrifice your own abysmal failure to love with reckless abandon, instead of screaming at them with your actions to change for the sake of your intolerance.
There is a Truth. And this Truth is solid and just. Don’t silence the voices who share the truth because it doesn’t agree with your school of thought.
Watch them, brave and bold, and know they are sharing from the depths of their hearts and soul, to connect all of humanity with a greater good.
…..Every day I wait, longingly for the words to return. They trickle slowly in.
But why do I abandon them?