Tell me this is gonna pass
Tell me it’ll all be over soon
This is it. I got away, made my escape
What happens next?
Where do I go from here?
I didn’t plan that far ahead
I did all I could just to survive
And now I’m looking through the glass
Discovering a world I never knew existed
There is light. There is freedom. There is love.
But how can I truly deserve it?
Look at the road where I have been
Look at all I came through
How can I be worthy of walking in light?
How can I be worthy of your love?
It’s comfortable to be here.
Comfortable to rest inside the hope
That maybe I might be free at last
No more pain or broken pieces
It’s hard to let them go.
Hard to trust in something Real for once.
It’s uncomfortable to fear the worst
It’s uncomfortable to think that I am worth it–
When until this point I have not been
I’m so imperfect. I’m so broken.
The perfect trophy fell off of the shelf
And she shattered.
Every shard reminds me of the past
Each regret carved into my flesh.
But you say I’m everything.
That you want me.
How can this be?
Can someone truly want me, for me?
I know I make mistakes, I can name them all
I know one of them was him.
I know I destroyed myself
I’m so imperfect.
But if you can wait and see, this is not Me.
I know I’m someone else, and someone else is breaking out of Me.
This will all be over soon,
I will be stronger than ever I was before.
But that doesn’t mean that I am mended
It takes time to scar over, and scars never fade
I promise I’ll be back to normal soon
This will all finally be over soon