So many of my URL friends are familiar with my grievances against Facebook and the forced switch mobile users had to make to the Messenger app.
I hate it. I love it’s conveniently designed instant messaging, I love it’s convenient chat feature, and the stickers, and that I can talk to everyone in the world…..
But I hate the app itself for its invasive required accesses, and how it makes my phone lag.
Lately, I’ve been considering my Relevance to society and whether or not Social Media actually needs me around. If I could slip away, how many of my URL friends would notice?
What is my relevance? I’m a Writer like hundreds of other people. I don’t have anything else to say advice-wise that others haven’t said before me.
I’m honest and to the point, sit down and write. Everything else can wait.
I can give you writing prompts, but there are literally hundreds of other people who have done/are doing that very thing.
All sorts of A-Type people are conquering the world, and doing what I do-only they’re much more upfront and straight forward about it.
I stop and feel the sunshine, and smell the roses, and mourn the passing of dead fish, and roadkill, and am distracted by everything around me. I day dream all day long and forget I didn’t write any of it down.
It’s not a good thing, however. I really need to hone in and find some kind of Groundwire, or I’ll waste my entire life away, having never published the world of Eldegras.
Perhaps the world will end. But people will still want to read books.
Perhaps nuclear bombs will destroy America, and our economy will collapse, and I’ll have wasted away my time procrastinating instead of publishing a book.
It doesn’t matter how or what happens, if I never pursue my dreams, they’ll never come true. No amount of wishing on stars and meteors will help.
Am I relevant? Is my book worth it? Is someone going to read it? Love it? Want more of it?
Every B-Type personality has this struggle. We feel Deeply, and in feeling Deeply, we carry more than our own weight on our shoulders.
At the end of the day, we’re exhausted from smiling and interacting with the World from the Surface. Our thoughts and emotions attack us in the dark and keep us up for hours.
That’s why Writers drink so much caffeine. ((Coffee, tea….)) oh, and alcohol of course.
Maybe one day I’ll figure it out, come out of the other side of this block, and have my series finished.
Maybe one day.
Perhaps it starts by unplugging. Turning off Social Media and the inner turmoil our brains encounter interacting with it. We’re wired to crave community. But must we crave it so much it controls us?
Checking to see if someone checked on you. Checking to see if someone commented. Checking to just kill time mindlessly.
Relying on these interactions to feel fulfilled by fellow human beings who share common interests –like killing time on the Internet.
Whatever it is, it starts with a choice. A rally to action to Do The Thing! And to believe in yourself enough to do it well.